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"I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough."

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

I will be.... better...

 

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
 
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
 
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Tengah buat ape tuh?

Terharu tak? Huhu

Seumur hidup


"It takes a minute to like someone.... But it takes a lifetime to forget them..." 

Ps: But if years from now we met again and I already forgot you, jangan terasa plak k... We cannot choose what we wanna remember and forget... Huhu

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

It's a full moon tonight...


"It's a full moon tonight, which makes me think of you... Because no matter what I'm doing, no matter where I am, this moon will always be the same size as yours, half a world away..."

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Think of Me

 

When you hear but you just don't listen
When you're looking but you just don't see
When you're thinking there's no rhyme or reason
Think of me

When you're getting to the end of a hard day
And you're thinking it's a long way home
When you're thinking that you're just plain crazy
Because you're on your own
Think of me

When you're driving down an empty highway
You're surrounded by the sky and sea
Do you think of me?
Think of me

'Cause if I make you a promise
That's a promise that I'll keep

And I'll be home soon
Home to you

just some bits of the lyrics...:)

Sunday, August 22, 2010

memilih, dipilih, terpilih... tiada pilihan...





"You know sometimes it seems like life is all planned out, There is no choice in the matter, we’re all gonna end up in the same place , whether we like it or not... But sometimes... things aren’t so simple, you can end up hurting the people you love the most, betraying the people you wanna come through for..."



some choices are very easy


some other choices are very hard... like MCQ...
 Some choices are hard to be made but necessary...

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

musim orang berkahwin


Satu lagi pengumuman daripada classmate yang nak berkahwin... Erm, lepas dengar pengumuman je mesti ramai yg berfikir pasal kawen kan? Huhu...

Sometimes I think that weddings are sort of like seasonal flu... At a certain point of your life, few people in your life starts geting married... And then it becomes a trend or an epidemic (in flu term), lots of people are getting married... Lastly, weddings become ocassional, not that often, when we are older...

I am definitely in a time when the number of marriage is increasing in trend...

Neway, tahniah kepada yg nak berkahwin dalam masa terdekat nih (Amin, Mar, Khaliffah), kepada yang lain tuh, gi siapkan assignment dulu, dah siap baru pikir pasal kawen k, assignment berlambak kut.... Huhu

macam cincin dalam Lord of the Rings plak... Hehe

Felda Tak Bankrap, Cuma Rugi Banyak je...


Let us discuss other current issues. Felda for example. The land programme that is touted as a successful showcase of economic planning. It has allowed more than half a million people enjoy the benefits of organised land ownership and organised economic activity.

Or has it?

In light of what’s happening to Felda now, we are beginning to question has the Felda money been actually used to finance things not related to Felda at all? 

For example, the money that was spent on the purchase of the Millennium Office Complex from Naza could have been an opportunity cost of building better schools inside Felda schemes.

Has the agency that was created by Tun Razak brought sunshine to more than 500,000 Felda inhabitants?

Felda seems to be getting the wrong kind of publicity nowadays. It all started with an allegation by a former deputy minister that Felda’s cash reserves have fallen from RM4 billion to RM200 million. There were also rumours saying the Felda is borrowing money from EPF to meet its shortfall in cash.

How the original issue degenerated into claims that Felda is becoming bankrupt wasn’t clear. The deputy minister in charge of Felda affairs, Dato Ahmad Maslan has initiated legal action against the accusers. We shall wait for the court drama to unfold.

Personally I thought this was a stupid move. Rather than demolishing the allegations with hard facts, the legal action will further enhance the credibility of the allegations.

The issue achieved great significance because it’s alleged that what Felda went through took place during the time when Felda was under the control of PM Najib. The inference is fairly obvious – that under PM Najib, Felda was mismanaged and its cash reserves dissipated.

Worse, the money was applied to arbitrary and frivolous pursuits at the expense of Felda settlers.

The government should come out clean on these allegations. Allow its books to be inspected by an independent auditor and publish the results thereof. Better still, publish a white paper on the application of Felda money.(As of right now, the Felda account have never been released to the public). Telling everyone that its books are there for anyone to inspect isn’t good enough. 

How many MRSM’s were built in Felda schemes? Were these built at inflated prices? How many futsal stadiums? What are the social amenities and facilities provided? How much expenditure do all these consume? Do these tally with the usage of Felda cash reserves? Were they invested in profitable ventures. How are the returns? Or even classified as lumpy investments abroad that will take longer time to produce benefits?

Each day, there are always new things to ask. The most recent being the cost of replanting by Felda. While it costs its competitors around RM700 per acre to replant, Felda spends on average RM3000 plus per acre. Why is there so glaring a disparity? We have to answer the annoying accusation that this figure represents the level of profiteering that’s taking place within Felda.

It’s a stupid answer saying that it costs Felda this much because the cost of supporting the settler while trees mature has been included.

The question is, why should the cost of supporting the settler be included in replanting costs? Would it not be efficient from a management perspective for Felda to differentiate between the costs so that they could know the true replanting costs? That if everything is lumped altogether into a composite cost, that would be opportunities to conceal hidden and unjustifiable costs? It’s impossible for Felda not to be unaware of good financial housekeeping.

It will definitely create the suspicions, that the enormous re-planting cost has been deliberately inflated to disguise possible skimming of Felda’s cash. A thorough investigation must be conducted to dispel any notions that Felda Plantations Berhad is a den of thieves.

Why should Felda take out its cash reserves and buy an office complex from the Naza group? Was the purchase price justifiable? How much of the cash reserves applied to improved living conditions in Felda schemes? Settlers are not going to be impressed about tales of investments in America or elsewhere in the world when living conditions in Felda schemes have not improved significantly to reflect the huge amount of cash that been spent.

A few days ago, Felda has become a defendant in a litigation brought upon it by a group of settlers. It is being sued for RM200 million.

The basis of the suit is an allegation that for years Felda has been cheating settlers by short-changing them. It is alleged that Felda has deliberately understated the yield for FFB (fresh fruit bunch) sold by settlers to Felda.
Instead of getting a yield of 24-25 per cent, Felda gave a yield of 16-19 per cent. This has been going on for around 15 years and was taken as a systematic scheme of pilfering by Felda. It will be interesting to know whether in the intervening 15 years, the settlers now bringing a suit against Felda made any attempts to redress the situation.

It’s even scarier to arrive at a conclusion that what is happening to Felda is symptomatic of a more severe irreversible rot that has reached every sinew and bone of governance in our country. That corruption has reached levels beyond redemption which indicates that the government is simply incapable of correcting them.

– taken from sakmongkol.blogspot.com

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Bangladesh town in Malaysia


This is a fact quoted from The Malaysian Insider... Well now we have a statistics to prove that there really is lots of Bangadeshi in Malaysia...

Come to think of it, it is not so bad having them around... They are hardworking and they filled up positions in industry which Malaysians don't want to participate in such as labour in the construction sites... 

And compared to other foreign workers (from other countries), they are more Islamic too, they prayed often and they don't cause social problems (eg: theft, rape, drug traficking, prostitution, larikan anak perempuan orang etc) that often, in fact, they could be considered angels compared to some foreign workers from other countries... 

The one thing that i don't particularly like about them is having to communicate with a newly arrived worker who can speak very minimum English and Bahasa Malaysia... It can be frustrating... If you go to a mamak stall and the staffs there do not understand you, for me it is still acceptable.. 

But if you go to outlets such as Secret Recipe and the staffs there cannot communicate with you... Really really frustrating... I would just give up and minimize the conversation by pointing to the pictures in the menu to order the food... Same goes to supermarkets or other shops where you need to asks the staffs for assistance to find the things you are looking for...

The conclusion is that there are plenty of foreign workers in Malaysia... I hope that all of them is more civil, have work permits, don't create social problems here, and can speak in fluent English or Bahasa Malaysia... The end...


Banana Boat Lotion


This is what you will get if you google "banana boat lotion"...

This is one of the assignment in Dosage Design 2 that I have been assigned to... Since I had spent quite an effort to find the details of this product, might as well I posted it here for reference... Now if anyone (customers, patients etc) asked you about sunscreen lotion, you can refer to my blog and enlighten them.... Hehe  

Banana Boat lotion is designed to be waterproof and provide protection from the sun's UVA and UVB rays. The product comes in SPF (Sun Protection Factor) 15, 30, 85 and 100. The difference between these formulations is the amount of the active ingredients the product contains. The manufacturers claim this product is non-greasy and sweat-resistant. Banana Boat lotion contains 31 ingredients.

Active Ingredients

Banana Boat lotion has 5 active ingredients, all of which are sun-screening agents. The lotion contains the chemical avobenzone (1% concentration), Homosalate (10%), and oxybenzone (4%), octisalate (5%),  octocrylene (0.80%) for the SPF 30 formula

Moisturizers

Banana Boat lotion contains 4 moisturizers to help skin maintain a supple state. Water adds moisture to skin immediately and helps formulate the texture of the lotion. Stearyl alcohol , glycerin, caprylyl glycol are also moisturizing agents in the lotion.

Emulsifiers and Preservatives

Emulsifiers keep these substances from separating, while preservatives are added to the formula to prevent the possible formation of potentially harmful microorganisms.

Behenyl alcohol and cetaryl alcohol are emulsifiers that also act as emollients to keep skin from drying out.

Glyceryl stearate citrate, disodium ethylene, dicocamide PEG-15 disulfate, dimethyl capramide and cetearyl alcohol work as emulsifiers.

Lecithin, carbomer, xanthan gum, phenoxyethanol and disodium EDTA act as preservatives.

Other Ingredients

Hydrogenated Dimer Dilinoley/Dimethylcarbonate Copolymer is a chemical included in Banana Boat lotion designed to keep the product waterproof. This ingredient allows the product to stay on the skin when exposed to water, resulting in fewer applications throughout the day. 
and this is what you will get if you google "banana boat" only.... huhu

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Berkayak (edisi gambar)

Mat Sharil n Kamil mula mendayung
Daneng dan kamil (team merah)
Abang Lan tolong tarik kayak ke tebing
Saya dan PresiDIN berlepas (team biru)...
Berkayuh meninggalkan UIA (team biru)

Semua gambar ni diambil kat facebook junior (setelah mendapat kebenaran bertulis)... Kenapa gambar korang xde??? Ntah le... Ni je gambar berkayak yg ada... Dah post semua dah ni... Kalau jumpa lg nanti saya tambah kemudian ok...


Saturday, August 7, 2010

Berkayak @ IPhA Race

Kayak yg kami naik td yg 2 seat, bukan jenis camni
Akhirnya hari ni saya rasa gak berkayak... Biasanya tengok orang berkayak kat tasik UIAM Kuantan or kat tasik taman bandar nampak best je, ada gak rasa nak cuba berkayak, tapi x berkesempatan... Alhamdulillah dapat gak merasa berkayak hari ni dalam IPhA Race, walaupun jarak berkayak tu x jauh sangat... Nah ada ckit gambar berkayak...

Berkayak nampak seperti aktiviti yg sangat mudah, tapi agak sukar sebenarnye... Especially untuk first-timer cam saya (dan ramai lagi)... Nak kayuh straight memang senang gak, tapi nak pusing ke kiri or ke kanan, dan nak reverse susah kut... Ada gak 2 kali langgar tebing sebab x cukup pusing lagi tadi... Kena reverse sikit n pusing lagi baru lepas... Hahaha...

Bukan saya sorang je kut yang first time berkayak ni, ramai lagi... Macam-macam benda lucu jadi time kami (team biru n team merah) berkayak... Kalau bawak camcorder tadi memang best (tapi malangnya xde), boleh rakam adegan-adegan lawak diaorang.... Memang haruk (bising) dan lawak... Nanti korang boleh tanya mat sharil n daneng camne nak "pacak" kayak... Huhu... 

Kalau cerita dari team mypsa (a.k.a team polo) pun lawak gak... Gi tanya diaorang... Huhu... Pesanan kepada sesiapa yang jaga checkpoint yg ada aktiviti cam berkayak ni, bawak r camcorder anda, mesti ada adegan menarik punya... huhu

So secara overall, saya xde r minat berkayak, mungkin sebab rasa kayak cam sempit je kut untuk orang cam saya... Maybe lepas ni nak cuba berakit or kayuh sampan pulak... Mana tau organizer family day batch nak masukkan checkpoint berakit pulak kan, boleh dapat pengalaman baru... Huhu 

Ps: Thanks a lot to blue team (a.k.a 9th team) teammates (Din Mn, Shamel, Helmi Yob n Afif Halim)... Dapat gak kita tempat ke-4 IPhA Race kan... It was very very fun... Korang yang x join IPhA Race rugi kut... huhu 

Team Biru bergambar di checkpoint penamat...
Team Biru gembira dapat tempat ke-4...

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Corruption


A very interesting speech by Tengku Razaleigh Hamzah (MP Gua Musang, Ex-Finance Minister, Petronas Founder) on corruption... (read more below)

The word “corruption” comes from a Latin word meaning “to break” or “to destroy”. Corruption is a cancer that steals from the poor, eats away at governance and moral fibre, and destroys trust.  

Although corruption exists in both the private and public sector, the corruption of the public sector is a more fundamental evil. This is because the public sector is the enforcer and arbiter of the rules that hold us together, the custodians of our common resources. Corruption is the abuse of public office for personal gain.

• Corruption exacts a huge toll on our economy

o Corruption empties out the public purse, causes massive misallocation of resources, dampens trade and scares away investors

o Corruption is a form of theft. But it is a form of theft that also damages what is not stolen. This is because corruption involves the capture of decisions involving public funds. Corrupt decisions mis-allocate public resources and cause tremendous waste in the expenditure of public money. Public money is poured down the drain when projects are selected not because of the value they deliver to the public but because of what can be skimmed from them.

• But corruption is more than an economic cost. It is a curse that attacks the root of the tree. Corruption destroys trust, which is nothing less than the glue holding a society and its institutions together. When it becomes rampant and is conducted with impunity, it also demoralizes even those public servants not involved in it. 

The common people’s experience with government breeds the expectation that they need to pay before things will move. Small businesses suffer as city hall officials come on their rounds to collect mandatory “donations.”

It is time we recognized corruption as the single biggest threat to our nation. In our economy, corruption is the root of our inability to to make the economic leap that we know we are capable of.

There is no other reason why a country so blessed with natural resources, a favourable climate and such immense talent should not have done a lot better than we have.

In our political system, corruption is the real reason why our political parties refuse to reform.  In the party I belong to it has debased a once noble nationalism and a concern with the welfare of marginalised people into a rush for the gravy train. The economic development we must bring our people is reduced to nothing more than patronage, and patronage is inflated into a right.
The root cause is in our political parties. 

It is an open secret that tender inflation is standard operating procedure. Within the parties and among politicians, it is already an understood matter that party followers must be ‘fed’.

Politics is an expensive business, after all. Where else are we to get the funds? Thus theft of public goods is normalised and socialised among an entire community, and what we had planned to attain by capability is seen by some as something to be attained through politics.

Politicians are the villains in this piece, but they themselves the villains but they themselves are also trapped. The leadership is trapped because they are beholden to political followers who demand that they are looked after.

By the time they they and each person down the line all the way down to the contractor takes a lot and there is not enough left to do a decent job, bridges collapse, highways crack, stadiums collapse, hospitals run out of medicine, schoolchildren are cheated in their textbooks. Corruption may look to its perpetrators like a crime without victims, but it leaves a trail of destruction.

No domain seems safe. The humble school canteen is the domain of Umno branch chiefs.

We spend billions on the refurbishment of defence equipment; on fighter jets, frigates and submarines. Whe a supplier lays on an exorbitant commission to some shadowy middleman, that commision is built into the price the government pays. That money comes from the ordinary Malaysian.

Military toys are very expensive. I remember from my time in the Ministry of Finance. Even then, patrol craft cost about RM280mil each.

We loved Exocet missiles. As Minister, I had to sign each time the military fired an Exocet missile for testing. Every time we test fired one of them, RM2mil literally went out with a bang.

When the UK went to war against Argentina, the UK Government came back to borrow them from us because outside of the UK we had the most of them in the world. We must have been under some extraordinary military threat which I did not understand.

The list is long: procurement of food and clothing for the military, medicine for hospitals and so on. In all these things the Government has been extraordinarily generous. And paid extraordinarily high prices.

Government servants have to face pressure from politicians who expect to be given these contracts because they need money for politics. The civil servants can either join the game or be bypassed.

For every government job big or small that goes down, someone feels entitled to a slice of the pie, not because they can do the job, not because they have some special talent or service to offer, but because it is their right.

So we get as our leaders people who have distinguished themselves not by their ability to serve the public but at their long proven ability to be party warlords, which is to say, distributors of patronage.

And that is a euphemistic way of saying that because of corruption the old, stupid and the criminal are elevated to positions of power while young, talented and honest individuals are frozen out.

Corruption destroys national wealth, erodes institutions and undermines character. And it also destroys the process by which a community finds its leaders.

The consequence of this is that the majority are marginalized. Government contracts circulate among a small group of people. Despite all attempts at control and brainwashing, the majority soon catch up to the game.

This game cannot last forever. The longer it is played the more people hate the government and the governing class. They vote against the government, not for the Opposition. They resent the government of the day. In 2008 we saw how the Malaysian people feel about the abuse of power and incompetence caused by corruption.

We should freeze the bank accounts of people who are being investigated for corruption. Public servants and politicians are by law required to be able to demonstrate the sources of their assets. Those with suspiciously ample assets should have these assets frozen until they can come up with evidence that they have accumulated them by political means.

This may sound harsh, but only because we live in a country in which almost no one ever gets nabbed for corruption. In China, those found guilty are shot.

In Malaysia we read about MACC investigating this and that but there are no convictions. No one has been punished. We are the nation with no consequences. The MACC finds no fault. The courts do not convict. And our newspapers do not have the independence and vigour to follow up.

We have an MACC with no results. It was a good idea to model our anti-corruption agency after one of the most successful in the world, Hong Kong’s ICAC. However we have taken just bits and pieces of that model. So really this will be no more than PR exercise unless we adopt the model wholesale.

We should repeal the OSA so that people can go to the MACC and the authorities with documentary information on corrupt practice. As things stand, any document which might be incriminating to corrupt public officials is stamped an Offical Secret. A whistleblower risks 7 yrs jail for being in possession of such documents.

We need to identify rot eating through our roots as a nation. It is corruption. We cannot expect the corrupt to embrace reform. It is time for our citizens to stand up and call corruption by its name, and demand reform.

Tengku Razaleigh




 

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Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Good things come to those who wait

Whenever you call... I will be there



I stumbled across this song last night... I dunno the artist but the song is nice and deep... Give it a try will you... Hehe

Monday, August 2, 2010

Simply Steamboat

Restoran Simply Steamboat

Segment Food Review hari ni nak membawa anda semua ke satu restoran yang baru dibuka di Kuantan... Restoran Simply Steamboat...

Terletak di Malay Town (berdekatan East Coast Mall, dan opposite China Town), Simply Steamboat merupakan restoran yang menghidangkan steamboat secara buffet...

Bayaran untuk student cuma RM 15 satu kepala (pastu boleh makan sampai takat yang korang mampu, buffet katakan)... Kalau adult biasa RM 19... It pays to carry your matric card everywhere kan... Huhu

Menu utama sudah semestinya steamboat... Untuk steamboat ni, banyak pilihan ada... Kalau makanan fresh, ada udang besar, ketam, lala, ikan (isi je, bukan ikan seekor2), sotong (squid yg warna merah tu), sayur-sayuran, cendawan (and other edible fungus), telur ayam, telur burung puyuh etc... Yang jenis fish ball, crab filament, sosej dan pelbagai lagi jenis ball-ball yang biasa dijumpai dalam yong tau foo pun ada... 

Steamboat dimasak dalam periuk steamboat atas meja masing-masing... Memandangkan restoran ni memang jual steamboat je sebagai menu utama, set periuk steamboat ni memang dah ada atas setiap meja (cepat ckit diaorang nak serve la kut)... Kuah steamboat ada 2 iaitu kuah tomyam dan kuah ayam (x pasti rasa apa td, huhu)

Lutfi, masak apa tuh??? huhu

set memasak steamboat... semua meja ada benda nih

2 compartment untuk 2 kuah berbeza... Semua raw material kitorang campur dalam nih

Komen untuk makanan: ok... tapi x sampai tahap awesome r... mungkin kerana saya bukan peminat tegar steamboat kut... Untuk peminat-peminat steamboat memang berbaloi makan kat sini coz buffet steamboat kan, xde r makan steamboat sampai mahal-mahal baru puas...

Oh, terlupa plak, makanan lain seperti mee dan aiskrim juga termasuk dalam bayaran buffet (boleh amek banyak kali)... Chinese green tea is complimentary of the house (bagus untuk mengurangkan kolesterol, tapi memandangkan makanan di sini kurang kolesterol, x banyak beza kut)... Tapi kalau nak air lain, kena bayar tambahan (x termasuk dalam bayaran buffet)... Tembikai pun dia bg free je...
Service kat restoran ni sangat bagus, cashier dan pelayan ceria, banyak senyum dan layan dengan friendly... Bagi markah tinggi ckit untuk service...

Kebersihan pun boleh bagi markah tinggi... Suasana restoran pun ok, x sesak...

Ok, yang x best pasal makan kat sini, ada time limit... Buffet selama 2 jam je... Katakan korang datang pukul 7 malam, boleh makan sampai pukul 9 je.... Most people would say, "2 jam tu lama giler, mana ada orang makan sampai 2 jam, setengah jam sudey..." Tapi saya just nak cakap, it is possible ok, kitorang makan dalam sejam 45 minit kat sini...

Lama sangat??? X lama pun, sebab steamboat bukan macam buffet biasa... Dah amek semua raw material yang kita nak, kena masak dalam periuk plak tu (pastu kena tunggu sampai masak plak, which consume time)... Pastu kalau nak makan second round dan seterusnya pun kena tunggu sampai masak gak... Sementara nak tunggu steamboat masak, gi layan aiskrim dulu... Huhu...

Kalau gi makan dengan kawan-kawan ramai-ramai (kami gi 5 orang tadi), x terasa lama sangat kut...

Untuk Ramadhan akan datang nih, restoran ni ada promosi istimewa... Dia buat menu buffet tambahan (yang bukan steamboat) macam nasi-nasi, mee-mee etc... 

Haa, apa lagi, gi cuba buffet steamboat kat restoran nih... Selamat Mencuba...

aiskrim juga inclusive dalam buffet rate

alhamdulillah, dah abes makan...

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